Not drunk enough

…on repeat!

Never been a girl who used to cry

Didn`t show emotions, don`t know why
Didn`t wanna feel the pain inside, I guess
But as the years keep going by,you came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me,
I should let you find me,supposed to stay beside me
You were supposed to guide me,through the ups and downs,
you were always gonna be around until the end
I still think we could`cause you and me, we`re good
And I`ll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I`m sober
But I just wanna be drunkso I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough
So I`m gonna get myself another drink
whenever I start to think about you
`cause I do what I really don`t want to
but sometimes my dreams just come through
And when I get there,to a place where I see you in a kitchen
I stop wishing but that thing and I don`t need you,
I don`t really wanna see youand I don`t want you to see me,
you would think that I was crazy,you might think that I wanna be close to you
but I`d rather wanna drink some Whisky and maybe have a little sip `o wine
`cause right now it`s the only thing that makes me forget you are mine
but right now I am sober